4/27/11
2/19/11
Makeover Blog.
Instead of starting a new blog, I'm making over this one. How I'm remaking my blog is a secret. >w< Stay tuned
12/12/10
Dancing cute girls desu!
I'm in a dance group for j-pop but I thought "Hey! Why not do my own dance covers?" I see other cute girls like xBeckiix, Nyan-pon, and KimonoCorner (there's more but I just can't think of them right now). Soon I figured out that this was not that easy for me but it's worth a shot to see the horrible and also increcible comments on youtube to come. (well not horrible... I'm not that strong with bad compliments, but I shall practice getting stronger?...)
I don't look that well for my age.. :/ At least not to me, but supposedly I'm skinny to everyone else yadda yadda and back to practicing dances.
Peace
I don't look that well for my age.. :/ At least not to me, but supposedly I'm skinny to everyone else yadda yadda and back to practicing dances.
Peace
12/7/10
Finally a post from the blog's creator while she's more sane than usual
Yay a post! :)
Maybe I should get a tumblr
I got the idea from a friend of mine (who is quite amazing and it's like I want to get closer and closer in a non creepy way XD though probably would make it creepy)
http://die-oh.tumblr.com/
Warning has funny and sexual content that will make you wonder :3
Tumblr? Yes no? Maybe? I get to play the mysterious woman who reveals all XD well.. Maybe not. But even if I get on tumblr I will update this. ;)
Byebuh!
Maybe I should get a tumblr
I got the idea from a friend of mine (who is quite amazing and it's like I want to get closer and closer in a non creepy way XD though probably would make it creepy)
http://die-oh.tumblr.com/
Warning has funny and sexual content that will make you wonder :3
Tumblr? Yes no? Maybe? I get to play the mysterious woman who reveals all XD well.. Maybe not. But even if I get on tumblr I will update this. ;)
Byebuh!
10/27/10
eehhhhh
ehhhh.... disgusting man. disgusting... makes me wanna puke.. -____-* ugghh... Cannot wait to move and be semi free and be trapped in my own life for once. Better than being trapped into your family's
10/5/10
Can copyright my body if possible?
This week... I wish it were better. It's just frustrating and creepy and ugh! No words can explain how frustrated and pissed I am. I screwed up everything I did today and idk how I was calm. I was pitiful. I was even called an idiot. ._.'' I shall sit in my corner of pitifulness and shrivel in my tears and sweat and air I've wasted so.
On a okay note errr okay not okay but bad. Is cosplay copyright? I asked my teacher and she said it was but you have many people selling their costumes and shitake. -_- I don't get it.
Though on a now higher note I might screen print shirts with silly cute bad designs and sell to get my stuff I want or same in my bank. It's better than nothing.
On a okay note errr okay not okay but bad. Is cosplay copyright? I asked my teacher and she said it was but you have many people selling their costumes and shitake. -_- I don't get it.
Though on a now higher note I might screen print shirts with silly cute bad designs and sell to get my stuff I want or same in my bank. It's better than nothing.
9/28/10
Cosplay Patterns should I?
Okay so I'm a beginner at sewing but can make up cosplay/costume patterns better than I sew. So might as well make cosplay patterns on Corel/Abode and post them on here? Not really sure though. I just don't want to get ideas stolen and everything which is why I am so skeptical. Also, the patterns I will post may be right or wrong, it's experiment and trial. I would love to see how this goes! >.<
-tori
-tori
Fudge I wasn't kidding when I said runny bloody nose
I took off of school and glad I didn't go. Later when I woke I blew my nose and out my mouth because there was so much blood that wanted to come out of my nose. I felt like Karin from Chibi Vampire. Details are always too juicy so I'm going into that. I have stopped it. Oh yeah no parent was home when this happened. Call both and got very different reactions; dad: ooooewww that's bad. And he told me how to stop it. Mom: oh well blahblahblah doesn't help for stopping my nose from redding the floor. She thinks I'm suppose to know or remember to stop a nose from when I was five?! That's ridiculous. All I knew is to throw my head back which made me dizzy... I guess it was common sense but still I got the opposite reactions from both. I hope I didn't get Nathan sick... OAO shitloadoffudge...
I wonder what he's reaction will be when I tell him.
Ugh I wanna watch anime but can't bleed all over the key board if my nosebleed comes back. ( ；´Д｀)
I wonder what he's reaction will be when I tell him.
Ugh I wanna watch anime but can't bleed all over the key board if my nosebleed comes back. ( ；´Д｀)
9/27/10
Double rainbow
Double post
Because I'm bored and talking to yourself aloud is just weird. I'm such a lonely girl. I have people I can talk to but I don't want to take the time to build a relationship and for it to be wasted. But hit and miss is what that is I guess. Now I felt a struck of tiredness go through me but I'm not done yet.
Some things are better left unsaid like that one part of the day that would tick someone off or when you feel stupid you relieve something off your chest, this being difficult as heck and the person who you are telling is like I don't care or oh... And changes the subject which gets you mad. Honesty is hard sometimes. Like if it were for law purposes it wouldn't. Be for me or if I just have nothing to hide but like for example fake yes;
Okay at school today I hugged this guy right? And kissed his cheek and I think he likes me! Like we can hang out like dates! Jkjkjk! Maybe!
Imagine saying that awkward stuff to your mate. ( ；´Д｀) werid especially how it's said. I would never think that way unless it was friendship wise. But anyway honesty can hurt.
I cry from it. Reality's a meanie.
Because I'm bored and talking to yourself aloud is just weird. I'm such a lonely girl. I have people I can talk to but I don't want to take the time to build a relationship and for it to be wasted. But hit and miss is what that is I guess. Now I felt a struck of tiredness go through me but I'm not done yet.
Some things are better left unsaid like that one part of the day that would tick someone off or when you feel stupid you relieve something off your chest, this being difficult as heck and the person who you are telling is like I don't care or oh... And changes the subject which gets you mad. Honesty is hard sometimes. Like if it were for law purposes it wouldn't. Be for me or if I just have nothing to hide but like for example fake yes;
Okay at school today I hugged this guy right? And kissed his cheek and I think he likes me! Like we can hang out like dates! Jkjkjk! Maybe!
Imagine saying that awkward stuff to your mate. ( ；´Д｀) werid especially how it's said. I would never think that way unless it was friendship wise. But anyway honesty can hurt.
I cry from it. Reality's a meanie.
Tied to chains with a runny bleeding nose
"men face reality. Women dont. That's why men drink." - bored to death
Kinda contradicting but I like the quote. It's true in most cases.
Kinda contradicting but I like the quote. It's true in most cases.
9/26/10
lame
I can actually say I am sick.
>A<
I never liked being sick. I wasted much tissue and time on the computer when I have homework. I didn't really waste much time, I look for places that do foreign exchange programs for the summer after my tutoring today which I rocked at! XD I had the determination while being sick, sneezing and blowing my noise and coughing, but it's all good.
I also made a Wattpad account. This post was suppose to be a poem that's one my account now (pouchii-violet) and wanted to see the good or bad comments I get from it. It's a bad poem yes, but it does actually mean something. It's not random or anything. It's my deep feelings about a relationship I'm in (not dating related), but yeah and it's cheesy, crappy, whatever, but it's true. I feel that way.
Enough with the sad stuff.
Umm... I found a lot of Vocaloid songs for my iPod today. I need to make a costume of Aku Yakmine... TAT It's so cute!! She has like two or four songs. Yeah. X-Loids are neglected.. DX
I love Rin as well since she so full of shenanigans and Miku has some cool songs, but I'm tired of her. >.< And I'm not going any deeper of my thoughts of Vocaloid except, I'mma pedo over Len. >U< He's so cute. I want to steal him and make him sing for me~
There is nothing else going on in my life at the moment and I give shout out to the people I want to meet so bad, to hide their identities I call them twins. I wanna to penpal them or something they are sooo cool and look kinda like me too. GAh! >O<
-tori /goes to blow my nose again. DX stupid cold..
>A<
I never liked being sick. I wasted much tissue and time on the computer when I have homework. I didn't really waste much time, I look for places that do foreign exchange programs for the summer after my tutoring today which I rocked at! XD I had the determination while being sick, sneezing and blowing my noise and coughing, but it's all good.
I also made a Wattpad account. This post was suppose to be a poem that's one my account now (pouchii-violet) and wanted to see the good or bad comments I get from it. It's a bad poem yes, but it does actually mean something. It's not random or anything. It's my deep feelings about a relationship I'm in (not dating related), but yeah and it's cheesy, crappy, whatever, but it's true. I feel that way.
Enough with the sad stuff.
Umm... I found a lot of Vocaloid songs for my iPod today. I need to make a costume of Aku Yakmine... TAT It's so cute!! She has like two or four songs. Yeah. X-Loids are neglected.. DX
I love Rin as well since she so full of shenanigans and Miku has some cool songs, but I'm tired of her. >.< And I'm not going any deeper of my thoughts of Vocaloid except, I'mma pedo over Len. >U< He's so cute. I want to steal him and make him sing for me~
There is nothing else going on in my life at the moment and I give shout out to the people I want to meet so bad, to hide their identities I call them twins. I wanna to penpal them or something they are sooo cool and look kinda like me too. GAh! >O<
-tori /goes to blow my nose again. DX stupid cold..
9/25/10
Fantastic waking up to rain
This week was a total blubber. Am I doing something wrong or something right? Am I still that person that tries to please everyone? Yes am i still socially awkward? Yeah I wish I could fix that.
High school of the dead had a lame ending but will surely buy manga for thirteen dollars each starting in January. Yen press why are you Making manga so expensive? （；￣ェ￣）it's almost eight o clock and I have tutoring today so I have to end this entry short.
tori
High school of the dead had a lame ending but will surely buy manga for thirteen dollars each starting in January. Yen press why are you Making manga so expensive? （；￣ェ￣）it's almost eight o clock and I have tutoring today so I have to end this entry short.
tori
9/21/10
The morning I splurged to get my phone
Another day and most of the year has gone by of course with me being lazy. I need to study. I thought using my blog not to just spread my life across the world (or my retarded rants)but also reviews of things I want to review and cosplay tips for me that I find and credit to person that other people are too lazy to find or can't find themselves. Or just can't find it. (＞人＜;) I should take this blog to my advantage and let my life posts linger and hide below more meaningful posts. Some people don't care about a teenager life. I know I wouldn't except myself and the teens close to me. One more thing. Do I curse too much? I think so so... Stopping that (￣▽￣)
tori
tori
9/17/10
Rant entry one
Gah the world is is freaking demented that I wish 2012 epedemic did happened so foolish humans can make up for themselves. In a way I guess that will never happen. Humans are too much in a shithole it's ridiculous. I will count myself too. I'm not perfect. I'm somewhat pathetic. My people are broken shattered before my own eyes. I hate that. By my people I mean my race. Stereotypically we are dumb stupid animals. And it's a shame that some of us believe it.
/rantrantrant. People annoy me. The annoying people annoy me. Rememberance of the past repeatedly annoys. Alot of things annoy me. Racism annoys me. I hope don't grow to get annoying like these annoying people. Where do the non annoying people hang out? Eh but does that really matter? Ugh Im confusing myself alot. Stop. DX pause and fast forward.
Yay school. It supposedly rocks my ass off and I even want to go on Saturdays and Sundays. Awesome. （−＿−；）ffffffff!!!!
I wish I had paypal. That would be awesome. So awesome. I would break myself though.
-tori
/rantrantrant. People annoy me. The annoying people annoy me. Rememberance of the past repeatedly annoys. Alot of things annoy me. Racism annoys me. I hope don't grow to get annoying like these annoying people. Where do the non annoying people hang out? Eh but does that really matter? Ugh Im confusing myself alot. Stop. DX pause and fast forward.
Yay school. It supposedly rocks my ass off and I even want to go on Saturdays and Sundays. Awesome. （−＿−；）ffffffff!!!!
I wish I had paypal. That would be awesome. So awesome. I would break myself though.
-tori
7/26/10
summer~
it's been confusing and fun at the same time. thinking of getting a tumblr. :/ not sure.
any! I want to set up my summer goals here. ^^
my summer weight goal~ is to be a size 10 in girls. My legs are fine but my tummy is a nono right now. >.< so that's a must before my birthday. it may be unhealthy weight but I'll figure that out when I get there and I don't need any comments or complaints about it.
There should be another change in my cosplay blog and that is all. >u<
-tori
any! I want to set up my summer goals here. ^^
my summer weight goal~ is to be a size 10 in girls. My legs are fine but my tummy is a nono right now. >.< so that's a must before my birthday. it may be unhealthy weight but I'll figure that out when I get there and I don't need any comments or complaints about it.
There should be another change in my cosplay blog and that is all. >u<
-tori
5/7/10
5/6/10
life
finally I have the time to write my thoughts, the things I don't say and can't say aloud!
...
Just had okay food, but that Asian chicken in my Spanish class was good. It was the only thing I liked other then the cake. Right now listening to Love Love Nightmare~ instead of the Latino music playing... > > I don't like it.
----
besides that I'm confused about how to look at the world. There are so many things that people say to believe and not to believe. "Believe what you believe and not what others do." my father said.
I was watching this tv program about the devil's domain and how the author of Dante's Inferno thought about how the devil's domain was created. It was fascinating to me... gave more art ideas but gave me a new view of things too... GAHHHH!!!!!!! I'm so full... >x< which is a very good thing. But didn't how to change the subject any other way. ^u^
I wonder if people read this sometimes. This is almost like a internet diary, but not as informative and short as my real diary. (that people can't read of course. Including you, nana. XuX)
But really, people that time to read this... are just that bored or just want to make fun of a girl in the world. Or just help but I highly doubt that... There was something else I was going to type about but totally forgot.... So I'm going to end this now.
tori
...
Just had okay food, but that Asian chicken in my Spanish class was good. It was the only thing I liked other then the cake. Right now listening to Love Love Nightmare~ instead of the Latino music playing... > > I don't like it.
----
besides that I'm confused about how to look at the world. There are so many things that people say to believe and not to believe. "Believe what you believe and not what others do." my father said.
I was watching this tv program about the devil's domain and how the author of Dante's Inferno thought about how the devil's domain was created. It was fascinating to me... gave more art ideas but gave me a new view of things too... GAHHHH!!!!!!! I'm so full... >x< which is a very good thing. But didn't how to change the subject any other way. ^u^
I wonder if people read this sometimes. This is almost like a internet diary, but not as informative and short as my real diary. (that people can't read of course. Including you, nana. XuX)
But really, people that time to read this... are just that bored or just want to make fun of a girl in the world. Or just help but I highly doubt that... There was something else I was going to type about but totally forgot.... So I'm going to end this now.
tori
4/12/10
K-ON: Yui and Azusa Genderswap
total savings: $15?...
I thought that this picture was SOOO cute that it is a must! a must!!! sew cosplay~ if only someone would participate with me to be the genderswap... >> [/cough cough] Or go Azusa and her genderswap~ ^^
I thought that this picture was SOOO cute that it is a must! a must!!! sew cosplay~ if only someone would participate with me to be the genderswap... >> [/cough cough] Or go Azusa and her genderswap~ ^^
Genderswaps are interesting. (:
Hirasawa Yui
Costume: hand made.
Nakano Azusa
Costume: hand made
4/9/10
I dislike C days
Today was so weird like. why c days?
why does someone have to grab my hand? (I HATE people touching me unless it's a hug or my boyfriend though he has his limits... ) i mean what did I do to you? anyway I was calmed when I did homework and finished. ^^ I never thought homework could be so fun. I miss my boyfriend...
I realized that it's me being demanding. wow... On my first kiss I went for it first. I thought he was going to but yeah... >///> then other things...
Change of subject, today was boring. I failed at finishing my first line art today and hopefully the rest of this day is good! ^^ Like eating more taco salad and dancing and stuff like that! I'm really hungry now.
-tori
why does someone have to grab my hand? (I HATE people touching me unless it's a hug or my boyfriend though he has his limits... ) i mean what did I do to you? anyway I was calmed when I did homework and finished. ^^ I never thought homework could be so fun. I miss my boyfriend...
I realized that it's me being demanding. wow... On my first kiss I went for it first. I thought he was going to but yeah... >///> then other things...
Change of subject, today was boring. I failed at finishing my first line art today and hopefully the rest of this day is good! ^^ Like eating more taco salad and dancing and stuff like that! I'm really hungry now.
-tori
4/7/10
Yamatonadeshiko shichihenge (The Wallflower)
WHY HAVEN'T I READ THIS?! I watched to drama first just randomly running into it because I saw it on one of my friend's status. Then today my friend from school was explaining this manga called the Wallflower. When she was explaining it it sounded just like the drama I watched so I checked it out and the 1st period began to read it then saw the Japanese name for it. So yeah! I'm now reading the drama I was watching weeks ago. (: I final took my first step to start a digital art picture today! I got to skip class and work with work that I was behind on and also work with Photoshop CS4 with Wacom Tablet. I cannot wait to own a tablet of my own.... *O* Also I'm using my other blog for a money check and cosplay and things that I want for my activities like sewing machine and tablet, and art.
-tori
-tori
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)