11/20/09

the amazing discovery of renee laci

I guess you could say that I am doing well right now. I found this community called "Udoli". It's pretty interesting. I loved it at first sight which was two days ago. I'm using my makeup a tad bit more to stand out and not just be another black girl in the school boring as heck. DX Right now I have two cute ponytails with most of my hair down and my AVID shirt I have to wear today for one of my classes. I also have a few accessories. I have my Akatsuki ring, Japanese "love" necklace and my necklace I got from sis a while back. I wish I had more accessories to flash around but I don't have much accessories since I never bothered with them before. I may buy some accessories this weekend at the mall. It might be fun with friends but probably too late to ask. DX 
I will explain more of Udoli later once I have enough time to for I have to go to school in thrity minutes and my backpack is not ready nor my shoes and I am hungry. TAT Sorry but I have to go. I will type another entry soon.

nyao-chan~
I am...
eating: ritz crackers and cereal
drinking: water
listening to: Scream- A7X
mood: okay
reading: Ghostgirl
craving: some happiness and some more thanksgiving food


 

11/19/09

the torture of renee laci

This week has been torture for me for my mom is ruining my every morning with her nagging. It made me cry one morning... I don't like it at home. I hate it at home. I want to leave. I want to leave now...
nyao-kun~
I am...
eating: crackers

drinking: nothing

listening to: "SELECT?" - Minori Chihara

mood: depressed
reading: Guitar Lessons

craving: some happiness and no mean nagging

 


11/17/09

the weekend of renee laci

This Friday and Saturday was pretty boring. I missed a talent show and this big party at this church(I don't think I was going to go anyway though it would have been fun. ):< ) Though I did have catfish (YAY!!! @ U @)
and I did play Guitar Hero: The Beatles and now I have "I am the Walrus" stuck in my head again... DX That song makes no sense to me. While playing it I missed notes because the board run into the art in the background and hurt my eyes and then I felt like I had this highness to me I started moving around while holding the guitar. Sad thing is I had to play on easy mode. ;A; I didn't play in a year or so and was failing at medium plus the guitar I had at first I disliked. It was the Rock Band guitar which doesn't play right.
This weekend I relearned where my name came from. Shatori came from some city in California. ^^ I think that's pretty cool. I was named after my dad unlike my sister who was named by my mother.
My mood is pretty confusing right now. I don't like my mood swings at all. Especially when mother nature slaps and stabs me continuously until it feels like stopping. DX; GAH! 
Anyway gtg!
nyao-kun~
I am...

eating: snickers
drinking: nothing
listening to: "Misguided Ghosts"- Paramore
mood: annoyed
reading: Guitar Lessons Booklet  
craving: to eat more

11/12/09

the history of renee laci

This is my first blog post and I'm here to tell about myself unlike my first blogspot, which is cosplay and occasionally problems going through my life. This is my life blog and will hopefully post here almost everyday if I have the time. 
No Renee Laci is not my real name. XD I just like the way it sounds cool. 
Today I'm kinda bored. Just took my exam and got a 100 because it was too easy. I am taking another exam in my 3rd period and shall hopefully pass. I gotta remember too much in that class. @A@ UGH!! Such a drag. I wish I could upload pictures in this post but I can't and if I could, I wouldn't really because I'm just too lazy. > A > 
About myself... I really wouldn't know how to explain myself. I am 5"3', African American, French, and all that other stuff. I am often called Blackanese since I like anime and LOVE Japanese culture. Though it's kind of awkward when you were in a school that criticized you about it. In middle school I was so lonely. > x < I wish I could hug myself now. I was so sad unless I was with my brother or father which are the only people who understood me then. Now I'm not really sure where to start with the loneliness. Found other people I could hang out with and cool about it. High school is pretty cool once you get use to it. No I am not a creepy old lady that is typing away at her computer. I am in high school people! XD 
So what else about me.... ? I am one of those girls who was skinny, fat then too skinny now just right. > A < Complicated I tell ya! I was born skinny and then my medicine made me fat (I had bad asthma...) so my self esteem went to -3. I didn't talk. Just read and read and played stupid. @ 13 I got skinny because I worked out more and my asthma got better. I did eat less for a while like now, I can't eat sweets. DX 
No more about me! This post is uber long!! 
I want to play pool with the guys one day and beat their butts at it... I know I am random. Will end this post now~ > U <
nyao-kun~
I am...

eating: nothing
drinking: nothing
listening to: world history teacher's speech
mood: tired
reading: Soul Eater 
craving: to sew for cosplay

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