I was looking through my diary, my old blog posts and thinking about I was before January 1st where I finally can say I'm taken and happy with him too. I was... so sad and stupid. Yes stupid. I still think talking about my problems is complaining and don't like that. I don't want to complain to people again. But isn't that not selfish? I guess I've been called selfish so much that it's taking over me. I let people run over me and feel bad after since I didn't get my way, but glad the other person got their way. I hate to be led... I really do and tired of being led into some crap that I don't want to do. I feel bad now.... Ugh...
-tori
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