Today I couldn't think straight for a second. I had a test that I might have failed and could not work fast enough on the make up test that everyone in the class had to do. My mind has been in it's happy little wonderland all day and dreading for when my mom ruins it. IF she ruins it. Okay here is the story, last night on a school night I talked to my bf for 4 hours. 4 hours of heaven~ * O * [/cough cough] Anyway... I realized in the middle of the conversation, my mom came home from work... She was cancelled. She stayed downstairs so I didn't tell him that I had to go. Then she was in the next room playing on the computer during the other half of the conversation which really didn't need to be heard... I really hope she doesn't ask me about that today. If she does I might just explode and hide in a corner. She'll either tease me or ground me or think I'm more weird then I already am. I really don't care about that last part, but I do care about her grounding me if she is that strict or gives me the "talk". AGAIN. So it's been in my head all day and during the school hours I have done nothing but a test, talking in Spanish and had a weird and awkward conversation about really unapporiate things but I talked back this time... Which is so awkward. And I finished the other half of my review which I started earlier yesterday and skipped the questions I didn't know which is 3 or 4 out of 18 questions. I can't wait until we go over them so I can understand the questions that I do not know so I can pass my Math final on Wednesday. I also drew all day of a couple picture, a ID picture and a emotional picture. I wanted to draw more on my music picture, but it looks so awkward that well... I didn't get to that page. I'm almost done with my cute couple picture and the emotional picture is no where near finished and the ID picture I added so much to that I love to fill the whole page and post it on deviantart and ask for critques. There are a few twqueeks that I need to make but that's okay.
I'm so worried of what might happen later on with my life. I can't focus on school like I normally do during second semesters. My brain is talking to me(CRAZY~...) about my best friend being a little off and then other things that changed within the household and this weekend and hiding stuff from my family even though they most likely already know and etc etc.
So many things to think about at the beginning of 2010 though this may be my annoying teenage phase which I was warned of when I was little. I'm hitting to the stage where EVERYTHING about me is important as I was told and I think it's just me learning new things and acting like a baby. This phase will pass sooner or later and I will rock at 10th grade and go on to 11th grade and learn how to drive during the summer and continue to be "awesome" according to a ceratin someone. They know who they are.
This was a long blog post which I rarely do or ever. I'm still in class right now "learning".
I have something else to type to. If you would like to continue reading then you can if you're tired of my rambling then stop now for this post will be more weird. Or I can just type this in another post which is what I will do. It is one of my weird dreams~ OOO~
-tori
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